yesterday we went to j8 to celebrate huixuan's birthday! and i'm so happy for and proud of this great friend of mine :) i feel so blessed and lucky to have known the two of them. it is only with them that i could really dig deep down into my heart and uncover the fact that i am really clueless about what i want to do with my life. i don't know, but after yesterday, i just felt like, yay, no matter what happens in the future, at least i know that i have two friends who genuinely care and hope for the best for me. and somehow, that just made everything easier.
it is often the unspoken words that are the loudest. i still haven't learnt how to deal with them, but maybe one day i will. maybe one day i will learn how to live for myself. maybe eventually all the dots in my life will naturally connect. but maybe even all these doesn't matter. as long as you're happy, and i'm happy, that should be good enough right?
不是很清楚自己将来要什么。不过就很幸运的走过半生。
不会对很多东西有要求。最重要是可以开心过每一天。